im gonna post some pictures up someday.

its one of them surveys again. i like doing this when im bored.

1. Full name: Ditha Rabanal Tamayo

2. Nickname(s): dee

3. Eyes: drk brn

4. Height: 5'2

5. Hair: drk brn

7. Do you like to sing in the shower?: used to

8. Do you like to sing on the toilet?: yeah i do it sometimes

9. Birthday: July 26, '86

10. Sign: leo

11. Ethinic: im brown

13. Righty or lefty: lefty

14. What do you want in a relationship most?: well i want trust, pleasure, and someone who's down to ride with me

15. Have you ever cheated?: no

16. Do you have a car?: yes

17. Status: in a relationship

18.What kind of car do you have/want?: i have a white honda accord. that car is ridin' with me from '93 til

19.Favorite Movies: notebook, skeleton key, brown sugar, and a lot more

20.Weight: the last time i checked it was exactlt 100, but  i dont knwo now cause i've been eating a lot

21.Turn ons: nice smile, abs, throwing tantrums, common sense, style 

22.Turn offs: careless, immature, potheads, smokers, blah blah

23.Best Friends: brian nguyen, diana thai 

24. Favorite person: brian nguyen

25. Food: pho and junk food

26. Reletives: i have butt load of relatives

27. Pets: two mutts, phaldo and day day haha

28. Cartoon: the simpsons of course

30. Favorite Colors: pink, black, red, blue, grey, vomit green, brown shit, purpleee, whatever, i like colors

31. Do you plan on having children: yeah i love the kids

32. How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: 27- 28

34. How old do you wanna be when your married: i dont know

36. Do you have a b/f or g/f: yesh

37. Do you have a crush? more than a crush

38.What would you name your kids? boy- rodney     girl- leila 

39. What do you want to be when you grow up? i wanna be a house wife and a teacher

40. Green/Blue: green
41. Pink/Purple: pink

42. Summer/Winter: summer

43. Night/Day: summer night is the best

44. Hangin Out/Chillin: chillin

45. Dopey/Funny: funny

46. Weird saying I have: i dotn know

47. What school do u go to?: evergreen college

48. Have you ever taken drugs?: yes please give me some of that dank

49. drink alchol? yeah i love drinking

50. How far would you go on a first date?: a hug

52. How do you feel about god? he's always there for me and im thankful for that

53. What do you think of soul mates?: i dont believe in that

55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about?: some dumb shit with my boyfriend

57. Are you happy?: yeah im happy when im not sober

58. Why?: because being sober makes me think and i get really emotional

60. Love or lust: Love

63. Sunset or sunrise: sunset

64. Have you ever gone skinny dipping: i always see this question. no.

65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no

66. Do you have any piercings: ears

67. What color underpants are you wearing right now? purple

68. What song are you listening to right now?: damien marley- welcome to jamrock

69. Digits of your phone number: 1 800 DDA DANK

70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?:  rio de janerio

71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: brian nguyen

72. What do you notice first about a guy/girl?: his face and his asssss

73. Favorite sport?: play pool

74. What makes you happy?: music, brian nguyen, and dank

75. What's the next CD(s) you're gonna get?: i wanna get an mp3 player

76. Do you wear contacts or glasses?: nope

77. The best advice given to you?: damn too many good advice. i dont know

78. Have you ever won any special awards?: not really

79. What are your future goals?: finish college

80. Biggest fear?: losing brian and not being able to succeed in life

81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? funny ones

82. The phone or in person?: in person. i hate talking in the phone now

83. Hugs or kisses?: kisses

84. What song seems to reflect you the most?: so many songs reflect me

85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to?: my family

86. Have you ever been so upset you cant remember anything?: nahh it stays with me

87. Are you a lover or a fighter: im a lover, sugar

88. Are you willing to wait or are you impatient? im learning to be patient and lately, i've been improving.

89. Someone really special to you: brian van nguyen

90. Have you ever been in love?: yeah it feels good to be in love

91. Have you met Santa?: no but i always wanted to

92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign and asked you to use your phone, what would you d0?: i'd tell him to come chill with me

93. What's the best feeling?:  love and being loved by my love ones

94. Half full, or Half empty? half full

95. Screename: xxxxxxxvanillavanillavanillavanillawaferswaferswaferswafersxxxxxxxxxx

96. Favorite icecream: cookies and cream, dulce de leche, mint chip 

97. Your weirdest actions: random laughs

98. Do you misprounce any words: nah but i stutter alot

99. How do you pronounce them: i dont know

100. Independent? i want to be independant

Currently Listening All These Things That I've Done By The Killers see related

damn, i miss blogging in here. i think im gonna start updating some new shit.

sigh... so much to say but hey, this summer, my friends introduced me to a girl name mary jane. we kicked it this whole summer. boy was she a true friend. blazin on a monday, blazin on a tuesday, blazin' all mother fucking week, blah blah . we got funked up.i dont knwo what im gettin myself into.

 last week, Brian got me this poster in some store

im in love with this poster

thanks brian.

-Ditha

Currently Reading The Catcher in the Rye By J.D. Salinger see related

It has been a long time since i blogged in here. well, it's because we're tired of this piece of crap and mos definitely, no one gives a crap of what we had to say. im not tired of it but im sure brian is. well for a start of the day, it turned out to be like crap. my folks were treating me like garbage this morning because they thought i was just wasting my damn time at de anza and assuming im not going anywhere in life. they also blabbered about how they think brian is influencing me to do bad things. he didnt do crap. but i didnt wanna hear all that negativity coming from them. i wanted them to courage me to not give up and shit. i dont know. but wouldnt you want that from your folks too? to support you no matter what? i guess some of you guys are mad lucky. last sunday, i was having a pretty bad day and it was depressing. work was mad tiring. oh yeah, did i mention? i finally have my drivers license and i work at Dreyer's Ice Cream. man what a beautiful moment. anyways, i was tired from working for 6 hours serving to the customers. dude i swear they're so retarded. they dont know how to read the damn label for each ice cream on the bottom."is this vanilla?" says the dumb customer. "why no, its coconut pinapple sir", says ditha. geez. i dont mean to be so fucked up but use your eyes not your mouth for goodness sake. see before you speak. i hate rude ass customers too. well after work, i saw this one bitch i pity so much, and i flipped her off and called her a whore because damn right she is one and will always be one. i wanted to knock her off but this certain someone kept holding on to me. he didnt want me to start anything or make a scene. well now i know what the heck she looks like. so if i see her ass again, hah! im going to take that bitch down. i swear killed my day. afterwards, i had a minor headache, i was hungry, plus having to go through that moment again, made it all worse. Brian and his friends invited me to go see a movie but i wasnt in the mood. i went anyways and we saw Amityville Horror. that movie scared the hell out of me. but yeah. so after all the drama from my folks this morning, i drove all the way to sf to chill with diana because i wanted to get away from all the emotions i've been having in san jose. i wanted to get away from everybody, period. so i drove to frisco, and it was breeze finding their home. it was a long drive, but it was worth it. im glad to see my good pal. she made my day. diana and her bf had to go to school and i tagged along because i have nothing else to do. now im here at their library, on the comp, blogging until they come out of their class, which is in an hour. its so boring right now. i dont know when im coming home. i turned off my cell so no one else would call me. im supposed go to de anza before 7 30 because i have a class but im gonna cut just this one time. im gonna go now cause i ran out of words to say anything. peace.

-Ditha

Happy 1 Year and  1 month anniversary Brian/ Happy Valentines Day

woW!

-Dither Tomaterrrr

happy holidays everyone

-ditha